Shop Here: Oversized Denim Jacket more here, here  and here | Body Suit | Skirt old others here and here | Heels | Shades | Bag alternative here.Hey guys. I haven’t written here in a while and I’ve craved it. I’m an intense person. At times I have so many emotions and feelings. I know it’s because I have a huge heart and I take on the problems of others many times, not to mention my own, dealing with my babies in school, my business and my household. Writing in my journal helps but today I wanted to share my thoughts with you.

Sometimes I wonder… are we all a step away from going crazy? Is everyone walking around secretly like a ticking time bomb? I know I go though so much at times and I still put a smile on my face. You might see the sadness in my eyes but, I still chose to smile through it. I see so many people misplacing their anger instead of dealing with life head on. Everyone that’s acting like its perfect is just passing through life as a shell. I’m aware of every moment good and bad. I embrace it because if you don’t, you won’t ever get to truly have meaningful relationships or experiences. 

When the cares of the world start to stress me out I know it’s time to press reset. I challenge times like this by spending time in a quite place. I know it’s time to spend time with God so I can pray deep and cast my cares upon Him. I actually love being alone with Him. It feels like He’s sitting right beside me. It makes me actually embrace all the issues that I’m faced with whether big or small. I know I’m His warrior, spreading love, always being kind and doing His work as best I can, so he has my back. I feel like I’m disappointing Him at times so I recenter to ask Him to use me. Use me to help others. After I done talking with Him I reassure myself that He is prepping me for something HUGE. Something that will surpass my wildest dreams. It’s just a test. If I can’t handle the small stuff what would make Him trust me with something great.

If you are feeling a bit down, going through something in your life or just have a big heart and want to fix everything, embrace it, pray and ask God what’s next not why. Ride the wave (with balance) and you’ll end up on top, on shore and on your feet. “Just keep that kind heart and that beautiful smile”. God xoxo