Hey guys. I hope all is well with you. As for me I’ve just been relaxed and overjoyed that my brother is doing well. It’s been four in a half months since his surgery and it blows my mind everyday how ambitious he is. He was staying with me and he has moved out, gotten a job and is so happy. He inspires me the most out of everyone I know. I’ve never met someone so strong, determined and courageous. He has been sick all of his life, yet he adjust to whatever life throws at him. For the past three years it has been painful for me to even watch him at times, yet he wanted no one to know. I wanted sympathy for him and he just wanted to be normal so no matter how much pain he was in he would never tell a soul. I would constantly call, be with him at his treatments wanting to cry. I even asked God a couple of times why him, sometimes even why me (selfish I know). I’ve apologized to God and He has forgiven me and has blessed us with things far more precious than material things. I’m feel like my brother is free. He has this light in him that I haven’t seen in a long time.
There are a couple of people who have been there for him and I will love them in my heart forever. Some of my friends knew I was at his treatment on Wednesdays and would come by and bring us lunch and make us laugh. There were some that didn’t know what to say so they prayed, and I felt it. I felt God closer to me than ever because I prayed for him so much. He is my baby, my first love so if he felt sick I felt sick. I thank God that he was able to get a brand new kidney and a pancreas and has healed well. I heard him say one day he thought God forgot about him, but he didn’t. God doesn’t forget about any of us. He is always there working behind the scenes on our behalf so always remember that when you are going through a rough time. Use that trial to get closer to Him and study his word, surround yourself with Him and only Him if you have to. He has your steps written and His goal is for you to see Him so he can show up and show out for you. If there is anything I want you to learn from me it’s FAITH! People will TRY and provoke you or make you think that they are your source, but God is. He directs our steps, so I do good so good will come back to me and that’s why I don’t worry. He’s the richest man on earth and He’s my father. Besides that I’m rich anyway with the love of my family, my brothers health and a great life.